VANISHED AND FOUND

Why do you let me use you like I do?
You have always known what I've been doing to you but you don't care.
You've always stayed by my side no matter what.
 
You're always being used by me in sinful ways.
I don't really care about the pain you have caused me.
But you always go with me to solve my problems in an amazing way.
 
You've never let me down, not once, why?
I love how you always know just where to touch me.
But today you can't because I can't find you anywhere.
 
I somehow miss you so much now.
Why did you have to vanish?
I've searched so hard to find you but I just can't.
 
I actually do miss you more as the minutes seem to go by so slowly.
I miss the stains I put all over you every night.
It always felt so good, you know, it was a stress reliever for me.
 
But now I feel it all building up again.
Where are you, I want you back, I need you.
The pressure, it just won't go away no matter what I do.
 
I have looked for you everywhere I could think of.
I'm really sad now that you're gone and I can't help but to cry the damn emo tears I have.
I was sad to begin with today but this time you're not here for that special help you give me.
 
I want you back.
I need you back.
Please come back to me.
 
Finally, I've found you!
I use you again and the blood drips freely from me.
I love you, you're a good friend to me, you're my Razor Blade!



TITLED

I do not love you
Can't you see?
I did not enjoy it
What you forced into me
 
I cried myself to sleep last night, again
Because it feels like you stabbed my heart with a pin
Cant you see, see the pain you have put me in?
And the sad thing, this is only were you made it begin
 
I squeeze my fist
To cut my wrist
Please, no more, because your still pissed
You fucked up my life when you and her kissed
 
I don't want to play love or like games anymore
Why must you treat me like your own personal whore
Every time I end up cutting and crying on the floor
You never cared, you walk by me and the truth you would ignore
 
With you, its all the same
At times, an overwhelming sham
But me, you mostly blame
Our love, I so desperately long to re-claim



SKY DIVE

Between you and me
What is there anymore
You will not set my love free
So I'll stand on the cliff, spred my arms, and prepare to sore
 
Maybe I'll take a gun to blow the memory of you away
The right mixture of pills would do the trick
Drain myself with a shattered glass tray
Dip the knife in posion and make a simple prick
 
A single rose in my pocket while I hang from a tie
Or plastic on my face would be fine
I don't really care how I make myself die
As long as you get my message, "Now just seemed like the right time."
 
Just remember this is my fault
But if you want to blame someone alive
Blame yourself you dirty slut
I choose the cliff and take the dive



CLOWNS

There are canablistic clowns
They are under my bed
I know how it sounds
I swear they wanna drill holes in my head
 
They mess around
And I'm sleepy
I'd send them to the pound
But they're too creepy
 
I just wanna go to sleep
Do they bite, well they might
Or am I just a freak
It happens every night
 
I think I'm just their toy
They may be visiously carniverious
Are they an evil decoy
To them it's hularious
 
I need to get away
Would anyone hear my scream
What would a witch docter say
That it might only be a dream



MY DENIAL

Crying, trying
completely denying
 
Accused witch
Beaten with a switch
 
A stupid, meaningless girl rebelling
From all screaming and yelling
 
Searching for a real friend
That wont pretend
 
Never finding love
No sorrow for a dove
 
She don't want pity
Nor a life as bloody
 
Why should a child suffer
By her own mother
 
Her father being drug in
The mother accusing him for her own sin
 
A little girl having trouble to survive
But how can she when she barley wants to be alive



BLOODY SEX 
 
Sex and kisses
Lullaby my heart
Sex and dreams
Bring down my heart beat
Smashing days too naked
X's and O's means more now
Rip my head off
Cut my blood
Not the skin
 
Rum and bliss
Fuck my heart
Bring down my dreams
Now it's a repeat
Just remaked
Bring it down
Get off
Cut my blood
Not the skin
-------------------------
Bloody skin
Bloody sex
 
Which is better
Sex or my razor  

 
  
DRAMA PARTY 
 
Slit my wrists
Feel my dreams
Abandon body
Just a moment
To embrace deaths first kiss
 
Shake my fists
Drink away the party
No ones dominant
Cut and miss
 
Take risks
Forgotten themes
Rock on hardy
Death document
Just another bliss



A SMALL PART OF MY CONFESSION
 
I find this hard to admit
Though, honestly you can't commit
My soul is within a hellish mosh pit
I want your embarrassing care
Instead I can only fear
Your nightmarish tear
Now only a spinning dread
Like a fragile thread
You've seem to cut me dead
I start to wonder if I'll ever make i out.
I saw the pout
But I made the drought
I see you, even when blind
Except it was a vision of you leaving me behind
I dreamed of you loving and kind
I wish you knew
Want you to feel for me too
Corey, it hurts to confess to you

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