WHAT YOU DO TO ME

the wings of my broken heart
bash against the walls,
the walls you built around yourself
blocking me out
you keep me away,
but i want you, i need you
being away, hurts me so bad
i cry all night
by day,
im broken 
tucked away
hiding the truth.
not living, just breathing.



SILENCE, MADNESS

silence, madness
darkness turning
my head is going to burst
it feels im back in those days again,
where i lost control
and i fell like nothing has changed.
i still lat here,
waiting in darkness
for my wounds to heal, 
tears to dry.
waiting for the blood to be ,
nothing but a memory.
i fear that nothing will help, 
help me change my ways
help me change the awful thoughts.
that haunt me days and nights
i lay here, silence consumes me,
i feel the tears again

 
 
UNTITLED
 
im trapped in my little prison
four walls are closing in.
my heart is racing
my mind, irrational
realitly is far from my grasp.
so far, its unfamiliar.
its in the light, 
and im in here.
in this darkened hole,
waiting for a chance 
to run.
waiting for a reason
to end it.
end the pain i cant escape
escape the people who
dont understnd.
ill just runaway,
to death.
the feeling that you get 
in the morning 
the excitment of a new day
i lost it long ago.
now everytime the sun comes up
to feel the world again
to have to think of reasons
to keep going
and with all this pressure
builing up and boiling up
im running out of reasons
to say no
im running out of reasons
to try to find the light



STAY OR STRAY

I'm in a battle with myself,
confused and very lost.
Should I tie myself down 
and stay through it all
or spare myself so much pain 
and try to let you go?

There is so much that I remember,
the happy times we shared. 
But over how much I care for you,
my sanity must be spared.

I'm absolutly crazy
about every part of you
but the ways you tear my heart up
are the stupid things you do.

But the question then I ask myself 
and think about all night, 
is will you come to your senses?
When will you see the light?

You always drive me to the edge 
when you make such dumb decisions
and it always ends up hurting me,
blade and skin collisions.

There must be so much more to you,
some things that you won't tell me.
Cuz why you do this to yourself,
the answers I can't see.

So I can only beg you
and get down on my kness,
with my face so full of tears,
stop this madness please!!

So with much concentration
I've thought of where to stray,
and my final destination,
I know with you I'll stay.




UNTITLED    

These wounds they haunt me 
day and night,
and all the while 
I try to fight,
fight the current 
of downward spin,
fight the battle
I might not win.
And sooner or later
I know I'll lose hope,
steeper and steeper
increases the slope, 
the slope in which
I have to climb,
mission complete,
victory's mine!!




ENDING WORLD   

The wind stops where it's at,
the air gets hot and thick.
I know that these are signs 
of the world around,
crashing down,
the moon gets dim,
the stops the shine,
the earth below 
is choked in black,
dark and cold is where we are,
the stars go down,
dancing with the sun set
and plummet beyond the horizon.
The world is crashing down
and the earth cries out in pain,
we kill ourselves, day by day
be we still dont open out eyes.
We kill each other, hour by hour
but still our eyes stay closed.
If we open, we would see, 
that if we stop and try to live,
we might stay alive
just a little bit longer.

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