YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
Beautiful as a flower,
She rises to power.
Leader of the coven,
She thinks it through;
She must choose between
The coven and you.
You don't understand
What they mean to her.
You don't understand
What she means to them.
Otherwise you would never
Ask her to leave her friends.
The way she sees this
Isn't 'choose coven or love.'
It's 'choose Goddess and God or friends.'
She will be true to herself,
No matter the situation.
She can brave it through,
With or without your appreciation.
You know what she will choose.
It will be the coven, not you.
You don't understand
What you mean to her.
You don't understand
What she means to you.
You don't understand.
MY LIFE'S BOOK
Two little lifelines is all it would take. How many hours until your entire life's supply would run out onto the floor and maybe into the kitchen from the crack under the door? You stare at the blood and the knife in your hand and you can't believe your life is in someone else's hands. You can't believe this is your fate. After all of these years, your mind is too late. As you wonder how you let yourself give in, you know you've committed the worst sin. Suicide doesn't get you into Heaven, especially if you've been thinking about it since you were seven. You recall a scene with a wishing well as you slowly descend into the underworld, Hell. Two little lifelines was all it took as you read my life's book.
GO AHEAD
Why do you speak of suicide when we both know you're scared to die? Those fake tears in your eyes aren't fooling anyone. You're not tough enough to try the self afflicted path to the afterlife. I see you with the knife and the bottle of pills, but what are you thinking? You're putting up a front of depression and rage, but those are emotions that can be caged. Even if you think you're ready for this, I know you're just a squeamish bitch. So you think you can handle this? Then stop talking about it and do it. That's right, I want you to. I'm not going to disapprove or make an effort to stop you. Go ahead. Now's the time. Show me how much you hate your life. You're crying now? After weeks of telling me you wanted to die, you're crying at the sight of a ready knife? Go ahead- use it to cut the veins supplying you with blood. Go ahead- swallow the whole bottle of pills and feel your heart rush. Go ahead. Cure your life troubles by ending the cause for all of your pain. Improve your situation by ending the misery you dwell upon. No? Ok then. So where do you go from here? You pick yourself up off your lazy butt and improve your life. Go and better yourself. Make your life better. Go ahead- enjoy your life. you don't have the worst life in the world, so stop acting like it. Seize the day. Go ahead.
ONE DAY
Your mouth upon mine...
I can still taste your kisses.
Your arms wrapped around me...
I can still feel their warmth.
Now all I taste are the
Tears streaming down my face
As I tell myself that
Everything will be okay.
Now all I feel is the
Agony at knowing that
You wanted so much more
Than I had to give.
Do you know how that feels?
The feeling of self blame for knowing
That what we had was great,
But it wasn't enough to make you stay?
One day you will hurt
Like I'm hurting now.
One day you will cry
Like I'm crying over you.
One day you will long
Like I long for what we've lost.
One day you will tremble with understanding
Like I am over the news you've given me.
One day your whole life
Will be overtaken by
The emotions that are consuming
Me from the inside out.
One day your heart will
Burn with the words
You're so quick to utter
But never truly mean.
One day you will
Understand the meaning of
'I love you.'
OUT OF SIGHT
Tears fall from her eyes
The tears she's cried a hundred times
Because she loved him
And he left her again.
So now she sits alone in their bed
Remembering the times they shared
And the joys they had.
He walks through the doorway of her mind
Mentally raping her, leaving her blind.
She can't control the pain she feels.
It's the only way she knows he was real.
He knocked her senseless and walked out the door.
She woke up crying, alone on the floor.
And now she shudders from the cold and the pain,
Thinking of what he could have gained
From making her love him and then changing his mind
Like he'd done before time after time.
She rises from the bed and grabs her gun,
Points at her photograph, shoots once,
Now that girl is done.
She drops the weapon and walks out in the night,
She gets in her truck and drives out of sight.
BLEED
Do you enjoy watching me bleed?
How about the tears in my eyes?
Is this what you wanted to see?
I can't believe you- just come clean.
What all did you cause- what all did you conceive?
Do you think that'll work- to give up and cry?
Answer bitch! Do you want me to die?
Well, I've died on the inside.
I'm gonna bleed out with tears in my eyes.
MORE TO COME
Smile at me with those lips untouched.
Hold me with your innocent arms.
Touch me with your delicate hands.
See me with your gorgeous, lonely eyes.
We could make quite a pair-
The one lonely because of a love lost,
The other lonely because you've never loved at all.
Take away this gap in my heart;
The ache of all I've lost.
I'll take away your pang of desire;
The longing for what you've never had.
Kiss me with those enticing lips-
No longer untouched.
Embrace me with your strong arms-
No longer innocent.
Caress me with your gentle hands-
No longer delicate.
Drink me in with your warm eyes-
No longer lonely.
We've lost our innocence together now
And no longer care about
Society's opinions about young love.
You've taken my innocence, and I took yours.
What's gone is gone, but there's more to come.
FLIRTING WITH SUICIDE
Life's alright,
Everything's fine,
But still I'm flirting with suicide.
The knife keeps cutting,
And the blood keeps running,
But I'm still smiling.
The tears keep coming,
And the pain keeps stinging,
But I'm still smiling.
The blood keeps flowing,
And the tears keep pouring,
But everything's fine.
Life's going great;
I'm happy for the first time,
But still I'm flirting with suicide.
The knife's a comfort,
The tears are familiar,
The smile won't ever fade.
Life's alright,
Everything's fine,
But still I'm flirting with suicide.
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