UNTITLED
Take the razorblade
and make the slice
dig right in
and end this life
no one knew
what was true
no one believed
they were all decieved
now they are sitting there
with tears of care
and concern that came a bit to late
and now what happened...God didn't create
suicide...murder of the mind
collide into me...Im a one of a kind
WEDDING DEATH DAY
At the front of the church
dressed in a gorgeous gown
the people fill the pews
and their tears fall to the ground
today was a day of celebration
it ended as a day of sorrow
the girl up there tried
but all she was, was broken inside
The pain became too much to bare
she couldn't keep it up
holds her head down as she grabs her hair
she says its time to give it up
The past is that
but there's no escape
she runs out of reasons
and she can't be saved
The preacher starts, "on this glorious day"
the weeps and cries,
they can be heard a distance away
"We lay to rest this girl, here she lies"
Dressed in her white gown
her makeup done in pure perfection
They put that lid down
and the church begins its reflection
The eulogy begins
the sun, it descends
behind the church
the light shining in
good heart
that no one saw
everyone only wanted
a doormat, no one cared at all
we give this girl away
on her wedding day
we give this girl away
to the lord above
she's lying there
in the spot
she's supposed to be
saying her vows
today is the day
we give this girl away
today is her wedding-death day
today we give the girl away
UNTITLED
I wish I knew the words to say, to make you see the pain I feel, but I'm so numb that all this pain is quite unreal. You think I smile because nothing is wrong, but Im dying here, within this shell that I call my safe place. I built these walls around my heart, the same one that I had to pick up off the floor after you ripped it out and left it tattered and torn, laying there upon the floor.
UNTITLED
Shoot me to end my misery.
Rape me of my life.
Take the last breath from my body
So I can rest eternaly.
I don't want to be here.
I can't take this.
It hurts too much.
The pains too bad.
I want to leave.
Just end my misery.
UNTITLED
the drops of blood mix with the tears
as all the liquid mix like my fears
on the floor the droplets fall
and you can almost hear the echo down the hall
I always wanted for only your love
Now you're gone and its because of one shove
I pushed you away
and you wouldn't stay
Now I have only myself to blame
never again will my life be the same
LIE ABOUT IT
Aight, this is how its gonna be, you wanna lie about this shit to me. Well, Im saying fuck it, fuck you, fuck all that you do. You don't give a fuck, why should I? I try and try, and all you do is sit there and sigh, like nothing I ever do will ever be good enough! Get over it, you'll be alright, I promise, and if you aren't then you're just fuckin dead!
THE DAY I STOPPED TRYIN
The day I stopped tryin
was the same on that
he walked away when i was cryin
Im torn inside
all because of
the past i'd rather hide
time to change this thing
so now its time to
to show him the meaning of that ring
set on his finger
I hope he'll listen
because my love for him will forever linger
this battle has been lost
but the war of love isn't close to over
Now I wonder whats gonna be the cost
I thought he knew
that the feelings inside
are one hundred percent true
but he walked away
when i was crying
on this lonesome day
UNTITLED
open the door
before I go insane
you know my heart
it can't take the pain
don't walk away
from what did you right
don't let your love stray
from the one that stayed all night
I was there
hell, Im still here
Im not going anywhere
I'll just sit here in fear
Scared of knowing
more of not
the thoughts and urges, they keep growing
and my blood is boiling hot
let me back in your heart
talk to me
It hasn't ALL just fell apart
just look at me and you will see
WITH NO YOU, THERE IS NO ME
When I said I love you
I meant it all
When I said I'd never leave you
I never lied
When you told me the same
I did nothing but believe you
Now im left with my shattered dreams
Dreams of tomorrows
the way things should be
Dreams of the things
we always wanted for you and me
Now here I am
sitting at this door
Remembering that time you said
If I die, I want to die in your arms
I simply replied We'd die together
But we can't now because you shut me out.
I guess I'll take my walk
and bid farewell to the world
my journey's over
my cause has ended
with no you
there is no me
so this is how its got to be
Lord take my soul and set me free
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