BLIND
Tormenting voices ring above me,
Spewing out the truth so bluntly.
Poking and pointing their cold fingers at me
as i feel my way along this rope so blindly.
Grief, the world is pain surrounding me,
Creeping up behind to pounce, i can't see,
Silhouettes of phantoms in the back of my mind,
Pulling the dead mask over my face,
Making my soul blind.
Grim and thirsty, waiting silently,
Fate come around to knock me steadily.
Walking away; The good and the kind,
Looking to seek what i cannot give,
Leaving me behind.
THE HANGING GARDEN
There's something about this world so terribly wrong,
Is it something i've said?
Something i've done?
ODD replacements for temporary joy have left me feeling comfortably numb,
Embracing yet repulsing what my life has become.
Blinding euphoria had me dumb,
Now fallen from my pleasure trip,
Hanging helpless now,
the damage is done.
From this barbed thread
where i'm hung.
DIVINITY'S HAND
Do you ever feel the need
to bleed?
In the hope that the blade
hits something real?
To check you still feel.
Do you hope for
a parasitic guest?
just to scratch
to feel relief
at the curing of the itch?
Do you savour
the joy of the dancing razor's edge?
Gliding with ease
the deeper it sinks
the more it will please.
Do you reach
the final step
In hope to fall?
To await the tightening of the rope
a single step
to end it all?
MY CELESTIAL SILENCE
Drift upon my dreams dont wake me
bruised upon my raft i lie
no one left to blame or question
no one there to ask me why
unconsciously i watch them fade
into a river of red and gold
hovering above a purple haze
drowning in the blue and cold
The sweeping torrent takes me under
and pulling forces drag me down
the darkest world of forgotten beauty
embraces me, smotheres me as i drown
not a sound escapes my body
slowly falling and yet suspended
this icy blanket becomes my cradle
the age of colouresque has ended
i am honoured by my taking
taken by the force that made me
no mortal to judge or interfere
just deadly waters to sedate me.
TAKEN FOR GRANTED
Hold onto grief,
Hold onto pain,
Your days of torture
Stay the same
Hold on to fear,
Hold on to lust,
And all your loved ones
Turn to dust
Cherish decadence,
As it decays,
Watch it burn
your final days
Hold your spade,
Clutch it tight,
And dig your grave
At dawn of night
Love your death,
And hold it true,
Love your death,
As it loves you.
OBLIVIOUS
You say
If only we knew then what we know now
you think that life would be different somehow
a better humanity for the dying bride
the weeping groom who lost his pride
we wouldnt be singing
to the organ song ringing
Gone are the ones who stood by your side.
You think
If only we lived like this day was our last
then maybe life would end so fast
you happiest moments would last forever
the torn stitches pulled back together
you wouldnt be broken
but your sorrows awoken
to the people who degraded you for their own pleasure.
What would you do
If one day
everyone just went away
no one to laugh
no one to care
and that person by your side
wasnt actually there
at night you cry
a silent pain
wanting life to go away
when will you realise
the thing you dread
i think i should tell you
you're already dead.
MY SCARS
Scars are only skin deep,
But emotions can be bruised,
souls are battered, burned and broken,
terrorised and used.
So many people want to die,
So what's the point in living?
You cut your wrists, let out a sigh,
There's nothing left worth giving.
I thought that i was stable,
just another troubled mind,
but my head is like a prison,
and i'm the one inside.
See, my scars are only skin deep,
but my emotions are abused,
My soul is battered, burned and broken,
Terrified, confused.
WORDS FO IGNORANCE
(note: the typo in the title is intentional)
As i stand alone at the end of the road,
watching the maddening crowd,
i stand alone as the answer
behind a blanket of misconceptions
which blinds them all.
Blundering foolishly blindly searching
for me as i outstretch my hand.
But only an honest man gets an honest answer.
I walk alone.
I stand alone watching waiting for disaster,
the beginning of an end of things to come,
still i stand alone as the answer
but no one,
no one will call fro me to turn on the light.
Let the ignorange subside.
Stop the fools from stumbling into darkness
as it falls watch them drop
down to their world of false identity
never to surface.
Suffocation.
Desolation.
Crumbled existances will cease to exist
only one day as a scar on a wrist.
Cover your eyes
your ears, your mouth
But evil has spoken
and left its mark.
If only those who could would listen.
I walk alone
still with my answer still as fresh
as the day it was born.
Now the cries from the crowd
and the lies that they vowed
to teach have gone away.
Their sould to darkness,
their bones to dust,
their identities are torn.
I stand
still the answer
is held
still in my heart
i walk here
still this answer
is waiting
drowning in its art.
Behind its curtain lies its road
paved with dead footsteps of those
blinded by beaurocrisy
but couldnt read...
MY ANSWER is all you need,
you will never see,
Understand - stop your running and walk with me,
take off your eyelids and walk with me,
still i stand,
with an outstretched hand,
an honest answer in an honest hand,
waiting for a quiet hand,
to enter in an share.
Then,
only then will i stand,
Not alone...
I will make you understand.
DETERMINED TO FAIL
Blinded by faith
we run this race
We push ourselves into a
Trance of insignificance
A war-like state
We bang the drum
Intelligence is no option
Terrified of what may come.
Plough the battlefield
sow the soldiers
Water the minefields
and watch them grow.
To overcome
we disagree
To reunite ourselves again
we tear eachother down.
Deafened by fear
we've lost controll
tumbling down that road again
into darkness right back..
where we came from
Blinded by faith we run this race,
Blinded by fear we disappear.
down that road
Never to return or see the light of day
our seeds of knowledge have failed to grow
to reep the plague upon the living
no one there will ever know
Just what they missed
Plough the battlefield
Sow the soldiers
Water the minefields
and watch them grow...
This lack of knowledge has laft me fearing
all that i already know.
UNTITLED
I'm searching for light so lead me through,
lead my blinded soul to you,
with withered hands or youthful skin,
let me find the one within,
This light i crave for let it shine,
so once again you will be mine.
UNTITLED
Before the night is over,
Before the day is through,
whatever you ahve done to others,
will come right back at you.
UNTITLED
Did you really think you could tear me down,
tred my foolish face into the ground,
you pushed my bones untill they broke,
and turned my ashes into smoke.
You had the last laugh now you look a fool,
standing proud after our duel,
but human strength alone cant win,
I'll crush your smile and twist your grin.
My spirit has risen... I now fligh high,
one part of me that didnt die,
will watch you live your final hour,
then your soul it will devour,
for you cant live without your shell,
may your crippled existance burn in hell,
my mind is stronger than you'll every be.
You will fade with memories long forgotten.
I am home.
My spirit set free.
SEE NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL
See no evil
Hear no evil
But speak it what you will
a flaming toungue
these poison lips
one taste enough...
Preach to me your entities
Give back what you took from me
Your language doenst work for me
Just take it back
Each putrid drop is filled with lies
Held by the flower as it dies
Behind your wasted fools disguise
Is a figure that i must dispise
See no evil
Hear no evil
But speak it what you will
A flaming tongue
The poison lips
One taste enough
To kill you.
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