PAIN The past is an un-healing wound, Time my immortal enemy, Everyone deserts me, Pain my only friend. The cut from the glittering blade, Blood seeps from the skin, Bound to my selfishness, Pain controls my life. The eternal flame is extinguished, Instantly falling to the floor, Darkness fills my head, Pain won, I lost. The flames of Hell extract my soul, Damned to eternal torture, Not that anyone cares, Pain the Devil's pleasure. The earth barely recognises my Death, If anything, a celebration begins, My life was a burden to mankind, Pain inflicted by all. DEATH I am my own worst enemy, Friends, I have none, At least that's how it seems, You have destroyed me. My life shattered before me, My innocence fades, At least that's how it feels, You have humiliated me. One thousand dreams dissolve into none, Confidence, all but here, At least that's how I feel, You have broken me. My demons are eating away at my soul, I take a fatal swipe, Blood- You have killed me. Destruction. Humiliation. Broken roots. You. These all lead to one thing- Death NOTHING What is life? Life is nothing. What is nothing? Nothing is life. I've been abused, Bruised, Hated and faded. Yet I feel nothing. What is life? Life is nothing. What is nothing? Nothing is life. I am pounded, Grounded, Acknowledged by no-one. Yet I feel nothing. What is life? Life is nothing. What is nothing? Nothing is life. As if the world would care, If I died today. Yet I feel nothing. What is life? Life is nothing. What is nothing? I am nothing. FEELINGS Why are you here? Are you made to torment me? Are you made to destroy me? Because that's what it feels like. Why do you do this? You put me through hell, And cast me aside like nothing. You don't know what that feels like. What is your purpose? Nothing seems better to you, Than to put me down. You cannot justify what this feels like. Why am I here? To be tormented? To be destroyed? Because that's what it feels like. Why do I this? I get put through hell, And cast aside like nothing. You don't know what that feels like. What is my purpose? Nothing ever changes, I am eternally put down. No-one can justify what this feels like. YOU'RE MINE I stand on the edge of this proverbial cliff, One more push would do it, One more push to end it all. You played me, Just like a fiddle, You betrayed me, Like you never cared. I stand on the edge of this proverbial cliff, One more push would do it, One more push to end it all. You tormented me, As if I was nothing, You hurt me, Made me bleed inside. I stand on the edge of this proverbial cliff, One more push would do it, One more push to end it all. You humiliated me, Destroyed me, You damaged me, I cannot think straight. You crushed me, Just like a bug, You plagued me, Filled me with agony. I stand on the edge of this proverbial cliff, One more push would do it, One more push to end it all. You played me, You betrayed me, You tormented me, You hurt me, You humiliated me, You damaged me, You crushed me, You plagued me. But I now have the upper hand. One more push - You're mine. THIS LIFE This life, I live it yet I know not why. This air, I breathe it yet I know not why. Forced back, Forced aside, Like nothing, Like no-one. This life, I live it yet I know not why. This air, I breathe it yet I know not why. Punched, Kicked, Abused, All too common for me. This life, I live it yet I know not why. This air, I breathe it yet I know not why. Cast aside, Pushed away, Rejected, All slowly killing me. This life, I live it yet I know not why. This air, I breathe it yet I know not why. My resting place, My grave, Six feet under, Where I truly belong. This life, I live it yet I know not why. This air, I breathe it yet I know not why. BURN IN HELL How come you put me down, I am going to leave, Go out and find another chump, You shouldn't do this to me. I can live life this way, You make me feel so isolated, You're pathetic I have to say, You make me feel so hated. You beat me like a government mule, I'm considering suicide, I cannot go on with my life, I hope you feel a sense of pride. I'll slit my wrist open, And fall to the ground, I'm gonna die anyway, Might as well make it now. I wish you bad luck, For the rest of your life, You cannot escape, The proverbial knife. But I know where I'm going, I'll go straight to Hell, And in a few years, I'll see you there as well. I need to taste revenge, It's without a doubt, I need to see you cry, There's NO WAY OUT. All of this time, I was living a lie, Now the time has come, I just want you to die. No-one can justify, The Hell you put me through, But now our time is over, I never wanna hear from you. The time is now coming, To end your terrible reign, And now your time is coming, You need to FEEL MY PAIN. I AM ME Why have you damned me to this life? Each day, a violent struggle, A time of mass hurt, mass pain, My whole life, a ring of suffering. Why are you damned to this life? Cornering me amongst my demons, Leading me deep into the hole, My resting place, for now and forever. Why has the world damned me to this life? Piled on by immense fear, Forced out of the picture, an outsider, How am I perceived? I am a Freak. I know not why I am damned to this life, I do nothing, yet I am punished, I am thoughtful, yet I am a Freak, I am a Freak, I AM a Freak. That is why. That, my sin, is my punishment. What I am is my own punishment. I am being punished, humiliated for what I truly am. Yet many remain so fake, And lead healthy lives, I am punished for being me. I cannot lower myself, To THAT level. My life, My violent struggle, My mass hurt, My mass pain, My ring of suffering, My demons, My hole, My resting place, My immense fear, Is all because I am what I am. And what I am, Is ME.
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