~Poetry by Mysty Vander~
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NIGHTMARE MISTRESS

I close my eyes, but they seem always open
Dreaming away my nights lately is my only sin.
There's those fantasies I see, so far off and perfect,
Yet then again there is that other little bit.

Lay my head down to sleep, but I spend a restless night
These demons parade around my room but I won't give up fight.
Flaming fires of hell lick my body pressuring me downward,
The screams and pleadings bleed my ears, it is absurd!

What kind of normal child am I?
Vindictive in this sea of a burning lie!
What kind of normal person will I be?
Come into my dreams, watch the nightmares I see...

On my knees I beg for it to go away,
Blood, gore, hatred, death, and decay.
Tearing my eyes apart while ripping my heart up,
To get out I wish there was a poison, like Romeo's vile cup!

There is never an escape for I am forever trapped,
When I close my eyes the adventures become mapped,
Nothing can save me from my night-time abyss,
And for these nightmares - I am the mistress.



THE DARK HALF

What is happening to me?
What are these things that I see?

When she died, you had nothing to despair
Now that he's coming for you, I don't really care. 
I can't control the power that I bear
The evil grows, so we can all share,
the sounds of the horrid screams that pierces the new night
the swift shadows that brings even me to fright.
To stop it, go to where it all started
Go to where the two got parted,
Down in Endsville where nothing is,
Down in Endsville where it is. 
It balances good and evil, heaven and hell,
God and the Devil, bad and quite well,
Love and hate, death and life. 
It always cuts deep with its knife,
The blood will run forever,
The madness will end never.

We cannot defend, 
For the Sparrows are flying again.



ENDLESS EYES

Look into my endless eyes
Look as my blood cries;
For something more than forever
For something much more clever!

My cursed fangs wish for more, 
My heart bleeds and my body aches sore. 
Yes, my cold touch is heartless yet, 
Yes, my time is not yet set. 
 
I dance beneath the shinning moonlight
I let my soul and heart take flight.
What is this that raves inside me?
What does my mind wish to see?

Death gropes my hand,
Alone now I stand. 
Bring to me what I wish for.
Make my body unsore!

I hold the lifeless body in my hands
As their fear spreads through-out the lands. 
Cursed fangs pierce the warm skin of men, 
My tongue licks the blood from them. 

Beneath the beauty is a worthless heart;
Leaving the dead and doing part. 
Thirts overpowers me as it should,
I lie directly between evil and good. 

Look into my endless eyes,
Look as my blood cries;
For something more than forever,
For something much more clever!



PAIN OF LOVE

Searing, jabbing through me
It drives through my heart
Leaving me bloodied

A Kiss is just like coal
Filled with nothing, and blackened.
It deepens and hardens your soul

A hug is more like a sharp knife
Steering itself through the skin
Slicing, through ones life.
But if love is what’s keeping me sane
I will learn to live with it...



KISS OF DEATH

A sweet touch upon the lips
A rape of the neck
A holding of a hand
A ring given lovingly
Is all in great love...
All in great fantasy love. 
 
A cold lick upon the lips
A blood-draw of the neck
A slap from a hand
A ring given bitterly
Is all in deathly love
All in my deathly love. 

A cold heart
A heap of lifeless breath
A grip of the bloodless, lifeless body. 
A bite into the neck of love,
Is all I will give in my deadly kiss. 
I shall rape you bloodless with...
With my kiss of death.



DON'T TOUCH ME

You tell me about the rain
I teach you of torture and pain.
Sing about the bright sunlight, 
While I scream about the night. 

Ask me how I feel;
Darkened, but the only thing that's real.
Ask me what I see;
Death, and the horrid future to be. 

Touch me in comfort,
For I'll hiss in hurt.
Embrace me into the light,
Then I'll really bite. 

You tell me lots 
My heart can take many shots
Forever you ask
I answer, this cannot last!
You touch me with love in every holy bone, 
I tell you to leave me the hell alone!



CUTS

I pick up the sharp object, remembering...
How much we didn't care,
How much hate we did share. 

I bring the knife to my wrist, thinking...
Where did I go wrong?
Where will I be before long?

I slit the skin and let the blood flow, feeling...

Oh, the pleasure I feel so alone!
Oh, the pain I feel right at home!



WISH I COULD FORGET

My bedroom door is becoming too familiar
The ceiling is now so much whiter
Walls are slowly caving in
The lamp flickers and is now dim.
Music pounds against my ears
Memories fade from all those years. 

But the weird thing is...I'm okay. 

I spend too much time in this place, 
Laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. 
Thinking about anything that crosses my mind
because I can't get you out of my head. 

Now during class, I begin to drift away
to that special place and time with you, with me. 
We were young, innocent, carefree
And having fun together, unseperable we were, you see...
Too bad; because since then times have changed,
We're grown up, and we've grown apart. 

But the weird thing is...I'm okay. 

I spend too much time in this place, 
Laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. 
Thinking about anything that crosses my mind
because I can't get you out of my head. 

Graduation is near
There's still too much to do
There's:
Fear to be spread
Tears to be shed
Lives to be lived
Love to be loved
But we're still not meant to be together!

Even if I change (Which I know I can do)
Will you love me back (As I love you)?
We're all these words wasted
All those kisses tasted (Wasted too)? 

But the weird thing is...I'm okay. 

So I find myself once again
Same spot and still thinking of you
Is it really that hard
to love and let go?
I hope you hear me, babe,
because of you my whole worlds crashing down! 

But the weird thing is...I'm okay. 

I spend too much time in this place, 
Laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. 
Thinking about anything that crosses my mind
because I can't get you out of my head. 

I wish I could forget about you. 
I wish I could forget I could've been happy.
I wish I could forget that I had friends to lean on. 
I wish I could forget that I have a life to live. 
I wish I could forget there's a world to be on.
I wish I could forget it all and move on with just a scar. 
I wish I could forget. 



LESTAT DE LIONCOURT

I feel it coursing through my body vastly
I'm a mortal man again, how can this be?!
My blood is warm and running
I've given up my strength and cunning.
Dancing in the snow by day
I'm sick, I should go to bed to lay.
Yet, I don't care at all, because for me...
I can have sex, get drunk, in the sun, for all to see!

My name is Lestat de Lioncourt mon cherie
From my two century immortal life I flee.
I'm strong, preternatural, no one can ever beat me!
Raglan James; in your coffin you shall lay!

Louis? Louis! Why have you left me, dark child?!
I feel so alone, so defiled!
What must I do to defeat the Body Thief?
My stolen mortal life is ruined, much to Raglan's relief. 
David! My English old gentleman, so fine,
My love whom I cannot make mine!
We will win this battle David, I am sure!
The strongest vampire and a Talamascan working together is the cure! 

My name is Lestat de Lioncourt mon cherie
From my two century immortal life I flee.
I'm strong, preternatural, no one can ever beat me!
Raglan James; in your coffin you shall lay!

Once again I'm the murderous vampire I love to be
The Dark Blood runs through us, the ultimate three!
I learned my lesson, if there was one to be learnt;
'Stay as cold as I am or I shall be burnt!'
What adventures we will have together, 
with no more dreams of Claudia or the tyger.
I feel oh so very young in my youthful body that's oh so old.
So what more is there to say? The tale is told. 

My name is Lestat de Lioncourt mon cherie
From my two century immortal life I flee.
I'm strong, preternatural, no one can ever beat me!
Raglan James; in your coffin you shall lay!



CORNER GIRL

Do you see that girl in the corner?
She's looking straight at us
Her smile starts to fade
Then the eyes get weary

Distant voices begin to whisper
Their words are cold and bitter!
Now, I can't bear to look
at the girl in the corner!

You strain to met her
You wish to touch her
You dangerously love her
Yet I don't see why!

You walk over to her
She giggles and you blush
Everything else goes down hill from there
I can't even tear my tear-filled eyes away!

I hate to beg
I love you so
I'm sorry for asking, 
But please, oh please can you let her go?



THE EFFECTS OF CHILD ABUSE

He walked in with a smile on his face.
Soon realized there was blood all over the place,
The smell was wretched - guess what he did.

He finished his homework, tidied his room
Cleaned the house, he now picked up the broom.
Just like any other night, all was good.

Then she came home barging through the door
With her hand raised he begged for "No More!"
Just like any other night, all was simple.

At school he was a normal fiver
Nothing wrong, just filled with moral fibre.
Nobody knew what went on at home
Crying in his bed all alone.



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